There comes a time when surrendering
is inevitable
when the only thing left is to give up....Not give up in a sense of
suicide kinda thing but a sense of ....
letting go kinda thing....
for instance when your exhausted and tired and you just want to crash
you pray.... then when it seems you have hit that wall of prayer where anything you say just bounces off a ceiling and comes flying at you like a rocket....you duck...then you wonder what was that....
so you continue on ....you talk to your friends,try to find answers to questions that really don't have any ...any answers to them anyway....you run.....right into a book,tv,radio...anything that might alleviate
the nagging questions of....why,how come,when,is it gonna stop,why me,what do you want....you let loose.....and cry,yell,scream,beat the wall,kick the wall,throw things,swear.....you collapse.....you have finally reached a wall......life......something that you cannot control,that you cannot fix,that you cannot bend to fit into your way of thinking....
Christ said who ever wants to save his life will lose it....but who ever loses his life to ME will save it....you surrender
what do we have to lose if we give Him all ....cause everything else worked so well....right.
well my opinion is sometimes just random thoughts of me working out my own life ......
thanks for listening.
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